almost shed a tear today..
but never..
ha~
coz i told Engine..
that i will nt shed a tear anymore..
and i promise myself that i will nt shed a tear anymore...
i dun break promises..
at least i tried to fulfil promises..
even if it is a promise to myself..
ya...
wake up at 9plus today..
acutally thought of slpin till late late..
den go sch...
but...
i juz cant slp..
whenever i close my eyes..
things start haunting me..
anyway..
went to sch today...
den Leng was there..
den she wanna make me happy today..
and she treated me KFC..
thankz...
realli appreciate it..
den talk to her abt everything..
talk to her abt alot of things..
everything under the sun..
in the end never study nor do my report...
den Mr Lee came..
and had mtg..
talked alot of funny things...
frm changin names to ppl in SCO...
den to his salary...
and oso de art of palmistry..
duHx..
den went clementi had dinner..
actually wanna stay behind alone in CO rm..
but in de end still went..
den reach there..
halfway Yinzhi gt headache..
haiyoz..
den asked for panadol..
den see him keep coughin oso..
ask him go see doctor and stop eating those food oso will nt listen..
shld buy dog food for him..
cannot ill treat doggie~
haha!..
den went hme....
and here i am bloggin...
well...
actually typed a veri long post in 1 blog that i purposely set up...
juz for him..
duno whether he read already anot..
duno what is he thinkin after he read...
i duno..
i dun dare to ask...
and i duno hw to ask...
somehw or rather..
i still pin on to the hope that he will be back again...
am i rather stupid?!
ha!!
Leng asked me oso...
and i say yes i will..
i will say yes again if he gonna ask again..
i will never ever regret...
ha!~..
i think i am jus dreamin ba...
dun think it is possible that he will ask again..
and i already said, cry, begged...
i realli duno what to do next oso le...
life does goes on..
but my mind is still stopped at the day we went airport..
whatever..
i have tried lots of ways to forget..
to the extend of deletin his number away in my HP..
but i already memorised his number...
delete away his account from both my friendster account...
delete away our chat logs in msn..
delete away all the sms-es he sent me...
delete away the bikes pic he sent me...
but i still cant forget everything...
it is so difficult...
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